Or, Buck wakes up at 4 am for two weeks and feels like he's losing his mind. But, he thinks he's scared to get better, too. Only a small drop spilled the glass he was trying to hold, drowning him.Maybe it's time to stop fighting the water. Eddie Diaz was jealous, Buck was way too popular not only with women but with everyone. Pairing: Kelly/Buck Post 911 lawsuit Language: English Words: 149,601 Chapters: Thats not particularly odd or even a particularly new experience recently. The lightning strike adds another memory to Bucks skin. There's no in between." He was met with the most lovesick look on the other his face. From where he sat Buck felt his heart give a painful, almighty lurch because Eddie yelling at him or ignoring him was okay, Buck could deal with it. And then he hangs up the phone and lets out a ragged breath - one it sounds like hes been holding for much longer than the length of that conversation. Rated mature because I don't know where this is going and this all started as a dream I had. Buck remembers his first New Years kiss, crowded up against the wall of an alley in New York with his best friend of two years pushing him back. It's a tsunami fic guys - you know the drill. Buckley just keeps to himself and makes no attempts to engage with the rest of Firehouse 51 or any Firehouse he floats at. A fill for the fic_promptly prompt: Author's choice, author's choice, four seasons in one day. Everyone has a breaking point. Eddie rubbed his face with his hands and sighed heavily. He laughs so hard and so loud that his stomach starts hurting. First, his sleazy lawyer. Buck stops because hes not sure how Eddie will take it if he offers to cook for him. He steps into the room and gently closes the door behind him.
buck is tired and it's eddie's first day back. Because here is Buck, standing there with his hands grasping the edges of the counter in a death grip and head dropped to his chest. It did hurt though." Maddie said. Especially not after the week he's been having. "Buck, if you can hear me, squeeze my hand.". What else is up?, Buck cracked his eyes open. A car accident leaves Eddie without ten years of memories. Buck, you took the Captain's exam and passed it on the first try. On the edge of breaking down Buck cant sleep and Eddie sees. That time Buck was a liar who lied about a cold hours before he was about to perform. Buck lost his virginity when he was fourteen years old and his girlfriend was about to move away. *Or lightning 6B spec fic because I have zero self-control. Buck was silent the whole way back to the station. Something is definitely wrong, and Eddie is scared shitless. "Eddie Begins" but Buck ends up stuck 50 feet underground with Eddie. And he needs Eddie to understand that. Buck his head sprung up, and he looked right into Eddies eyes, he studied his face looking for anything, anything that could display his feelings.
A Little Home for the Sick & Injured He's not doing so hot and no one seems to notice until it's almost too late. Evan squeezes his fists tighter. It was like playing the guitar once again had awoken something in him hed buried long ago. Why didn't you tell me you were hurting this bad?, Buck closed his eyes, you don't tell people you're not okay, he said. Episode: s04e04 9-1-1 What's Your Grievance? Athena joins Buck on a journey where he learns to put himself first. Without thinking, Eddie took his hand, pulling Buck up sharply. He was looking for an answer, hes pretty sure - the answer, whatever that means. He knows the lawsuit was a mistake.To distract himself, he goes jogging at night.A fatal mistake. + worry. But now it all seems like one huge mountain thats insurmountable. Why is he keeping everyone at arm's length? He let an arm fall over Bucks back, placing a large hand going over the shoulder that was pressed into the bed. He could have saved her, if he had just been faster or smarter or braver, she would still be alive right now. When Buck still didnt say anything, Eddie prodded a little more. What are we supposed to". Is everything ok?, Without looking up, Eddie sighs, runs one of his hands over his face and thinks, Its now or never. It doesnt so much surprise him that he felt this way, rather that he didnt feel as strongly as this before. Team TVLine recently listed "the irrefutable romantic chemistry between 9-1-1 's Buck and Eddie" as one of the TV blessings for which we're most thankful and we're . It was just a normal shift, a normal day, until he noticed an unfamiliar Floater walk out of the Firehouse.
Sad Evan "Buck" Buckley - Works | Archive of Our Own Still nothing. Sometimes an apology is not enough. this is basically a collection of shorts and what if's that have been on my mind for a while. In the aftermath of a lightning strike, Buck and Eddie have a conversation. In turn that causes worry for Olivia and Elliot. As Eddie struggles to adjust to this new life, Buck struggles with being in love with someone who doesn't want to remember him. He was done with everything. Im okay, babe, Buck said with a sigh. Inevitable that hes feeling Bobbys hands grip against his turnout, still askew and half-off where Chimney once was, hands running up his chest while he checked for injuries. Chim can't get a song out of his head, blames Buck and realizes Eddie's further down the road to happiness than he thought. Buck had brought an old polaroid with him in the plane, the one his dad had given him when he went off to basic flight training. Buck pushed the plane past Mach 1 and was rounding on Mach 1.5, enjoying the roar of the engine and the steady vibration of the plane under him. A follow-up to Chris being found after the tsunami; Eddie takes Buck home with him. He's wrong on both accounts. Yeah, hes taking a nap in the bunks right now. He looked over at Eddie and tilted his head. Athena had managed to knock some sense into Bobby and he was finally welcomed back to the 118 with open arms. Youve worked hard to achieve this without anyone giving you anything. Buck was tired, okay. Eddies mouth drops into a little o of understanding. Who is this man? Hed hoped staying at Eddies would make a difference, that spending time here would quiet his mind, bring him some kind of peace, Eddies couch might be lumpy but he feels more at home on it than he does in his own bed these days. Hen- Eddie begins, but she doesnt let him get further than that. Its cold outside., Buck scowled, eyeing Eddie upside down. Buck sucked in a gasp, shaky and thin and Eddie dropped the gear in his hands, ignoring anything else and just trying to get to Buck's side. He knows hes probably going to worst-case-scenario, but he worries. Evan "Buck" Buckley & Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Established Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz, Evan 'Buck' Buckley and Eddie Diaz are dads, Daniella Elizabeth Buckley-Diaz has two dads, Evan "Buck" Buckley & Christopher Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Evan "Buck" Buckley/Original Male Character(s), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Original Female Character(s), Pre-Relationship Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz, I always have to think of you (Aiden & Buck), This is speculation about things that happened after different scenes within 2x6 Dosed, Evan 'Buck' Buckley and Eddie Diaz are falling in love, Evan 'Buck' Buckley and Eddie Diaz are in love, Canon Compliant through the end of 2x1 Under Pressure, Evan "Buck" Buckley and Eddie Diaz are falling in love, Previous recurring characters are briefly mentioned during introspections, This is what should have happened after the ambulance explosion, im surprised because i love angst usually, but they are just so in love with eachother, 5 times eddie gifts buck a candle and 1 time buck does, eddie is there to cheer him up don't worry, Evan "Buck" Buckley & Original Character(s), A few more weeks, you can do it, suck it up Buckley, Eddie Diaz Needs to Use Actual Words (9-1-1 TV), Im always here for you.you just have to let me be. tip: katekyou "alternate universe" sort:>words. self-soothing Embarrassment Buck secretly sucks his thumbs sometimes and Eddie accidentally sees him doing it Emotional Hurt/Comfort Fluff and Humor Misunderstandings Pacifiers Light Angst Eddie Diaz Needs to Use Actual Words (9-1-1 TV) They've been sharing a bed most nights now, and Eddie wakes one morning to find Buck sucking his thumb. Heartbroken and sick, Buck wanders around. You weren't snoring. Eddie has an even more mischievous grin on his face.
Drift Away Chapter 1: Reunion, a 9-1-1 fanfic - FanFiction.Net Buck is kidnapped and put in a white room. Its a beautiful night, a full moon shines down illuminating everything.
the person you'd take a bullet for (is the one behind - FanFiction.Net My dom partner ended up showing up at the one good thing I had going for me and Im just waiting for my friends to realize I cant compete with Mr. Protective Athena Grant. Bobby may have given you a great recommendation but you earned this promotion because you did the work.. Buck and Eddie have a moment in the moonlight. Buck gets burned at work and worries that he's blown his shot with Eddie when he runs late to meet his friends. Eddie his fingers were making soothing movements on Buck his cheeks, after a while, he cleared his throat. So yeahhh, here it is. or, buck worries about his family after everything that's happened and can't escape the feeling that something bad will happen. ~ aka coma!buck spec fic where buck finds himself in his perfect life but can't help the feeling that something is missing. Yea, that would be stupid. Maybe the umpteenth time's the charm. He glanced at the others, as they all had shocked faces and they were worried. Shed wanted to scream, but hed covered her mouth so she couldnt scream. Work Search: Buck celebrates Christmas together with his boyfriend. He loved the feeling of flying; the strange part of him felt grounded the higher he went, more connected to himself the more altitude he gained. tip: hetalia f/f sort:kudos. Eddie really did think it was pretty.And what an odd thought that was. ), Bobby offers Buck a lift home after he files the lawsuit, Written for Whumptober Day 4: Dead on Your Feet / Can't Pass Out, tip: buffy gen teen AND "no archive warnings apply", Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con, Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con, Underage, Choose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply, Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings (104), Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types (2), Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) (214), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Firehouse 118 Crew (77), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) (72), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Maddie Buckley (58), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Henrietta "Hen" Wilson (36), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Howie "Chimney" Han (27), Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence (43), Pre-Relationship Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (43), Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Evan "Buck" Buckley & Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), This will have multiple chapters but I don't know how this all works yet. There was something holy about it, as though he were a fallen angel, a sacrifice to the gods and his only saving grace, his only hope at survival being Eddie.He began to run, regardless of the danger that he was putting himself in because his mind only had one thought and one thought only.Buck. Eddie buys bath products during his self care journey and ends up using them on Buck instead. Ever since the blood clots had thrown his whole life out of ordermaybe even before thatBuck had felt adrift, lost, untethered. will I ever write the Buckley parents as nice?
9-1-1 FanFiction Archive | FanFiction Or can his new and old life blend seamlessly into something better? Post-Lawsuit (9-1-1 TV) Established Tom "Iceman" Kazansky/Pete "Maverick" Mitchell. They learn that the last few years have not been easy for Buck. A helmet that should be on the head of the figure collapsed on the ground yards away. Unfortunately, its not exactly a new position to find himself in, legs drawn up to his chest, head resting on his knees as he listens to the shuttered breaths coming from across the room. Buck, who had been so desperate to get back into action, voluntarily doing crowd control, now standing with a bunch of surfers and tourists and their patients friends at the far end of the beach, trying to talk them down, all the while sending some surprisingly tense looks in the direction of the water. Bobby looked around, as Eddie and Hen swam through the waves to get to their stranded patient, and his eyes landed on Buck. All rights reserved What happens when Eddie notices something?
Because, if he doesn't feel this anymore, if he isn't like this anymore, then what is he? 24, 2020 - Bitmain - the world's leading producer of cryptocurrency mining hardware continues its partnership with one of the few Nasdaq-listed cryptocurrency mining companies - Riot Blockchain ("Riot. I didn't believe in love at first sight. Buck's heart gave a painful lurch as he thought of that precious little boy, one of the only bright spots in his life that was now so dull and devoid of joy. Hed taken a few pictures during his time in the Navy, mostly of Bradley or the sky. He finally starts to think back on Maddie's worried face when she told him about it, and he thinks that maybe Maddie knew before he did that he was sick. After meeting with the lawyer and his team, Buck is distraught. They are surprised that he is back in town and is with the LAFD.They are even more surprised when they learn he is a single father. Sometimes, when the anxiety is trying to claim you and never let you go, you have to take the offered hand of help. It's hard telling thembut it's even worse watching them not know what to do. Well, I know youre probably use to eating MREs butBobbys been teaching me how to cook. And that he has no contact with his eldest son, after he left him with his biological mother and her husband. 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Firehouse 118 Crew (9-1-1 TV) A year after what seemed like a fever dream, Buck is actually thinking his life has turned around. One Saturday changed everything. So, the night after his first shift back, he went out and bought a new guitar.For months he played in the comfort of his own home, not yet confident enough to share with the 118. He wasnt ready to dive into that third time yet. Please consider turning it on! Maybe with a little help, you can even begin to heal. Traitorously and because Buck was a glutton for punishment, his eyes slid up from his phone and scanned the bay until he spotted Eddie jumping out of the ambulance with the fluid ease of someone getting comfortable in his surroundings. But moving on doesn't mean forgetting, and even when you make the best attempt to rebuild your life, the past will always catch up with you. With the help of her cousin and self. Or Bucks nervous about his first day as Captain of the 118 but Eddies there to encourage him because he knows Buck can do it. "Of course. He needed a break, he needed to find himself again. 911 fanfiction buck ignored Buck would do anything to protect the people he loves, even reopen old scars that he thought were sealed forever. He was home. At least he gets to go home to his boys at the end of the day. Ashes Scene in Avengers: Infinity War Part 1, build me a home underground (free from light and sound), Eddie Diaz Takes Care of Evan "Buck" Buckley, Established Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz, hints at buddie because these boys need a wake up call, Eddie and Buck share one brain cell and neither has it, Bobby took the brain cell and Athena has it protective custody because Buddie can't be trusted, Evan "Buck" Buckley & Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Alternate Universe - Different First Meeting, This will have multiple chapters but I don't know how this all works yet, What if this storm ends? And she fights anyone who harms Buck. it was anchoring, settling. There were many moments in the army hell, in the Dairy Freeze he worked in the summers in high school where the inclination wouldve made much more sense than a figure he viewed as family. He's literally trying to hold onto air. Yea, that would be stupid. I would have understood.__________________________Buck and Eddie help Maddie move into her new apartment, Eddie gets petty with Taylor Kelly after she flirts with Buck and Eddie tries to cook for Buck. yeah I can't believe I actually wrote this but here we are! Ch 1: Eddie's POV of the Lightning Strike and aftermath.Ch 2: Bobby's POVCh 3: Buck's POV, Pre-6b Speculative Fic.So spoilers of sorts if you haven't seen the promos/clips. Eddie thinks his boys are safe, but is soon to discover the complete opposite. Athena Grant and Bobby Nash are Evan "Buck" Buckley and Maddie Buckley's Parents, Maddie Buckley Acting as Evan "Buck" Buckley's Parental Figure. Please consider turning it on! There were many moments in the army hell, in the Dairy Freeze he worked in the summers in high school where the inclination wouldve made much more sense than a figure he viewed as family. But moving on doesn't mean forgetting, and even when you make the best attempt to rebuild your life, the past will always catch up with you.